When I was in 4th
grade, my math teacher had implied that I was stupid for I can’t solve “easy” arithmetic
problems in my head. It made me cry, and from that day I swore to myself that
math was an enemy. I continued to believe that I was weak in math and there is
nothing I can do to alter that. I resigned to believing that I cannot improve
in math. I copied my friends’ answers in our assignments and cheated on my math
tests in college. Until I moved here in the US. I didn’t know anybody, and I'm not
very good at making friends. I took the placement test in math in LMC, and I was
embarrassed for scoring 20% in math. I decided to start anew, so I enrolled in
Math 12 (Pre-algebra). I was surprised that I got an A in the first quiz. For
the first time I saw a progress in my math abilities, so I embraced it. I
enrolled in Algebra and Statistics. My professor, Mr. Diwa Ramos, wrote notes like
“Excellent!”, “Well documented. Keep up the good work!” on my lab assignments
which motivated and encouraged me to do my absolute best.
This experience makes me
believe that I am in the growth-mindset spectrum. After watching the presentation
of Carol Dweck about the Growth Mindset Theory and the Power of Yet, I realize that
I have so much room for improvement, and that my mindset differs in situations.
I excel in school because my professors are helpful and encouraging. I am yet
to reconnect with my friends who I left in the Philippines and have not talked with
although social media applications had made communication accessible. There are
innumerable circumstances that I have pinned in the “yet” board of my life, so I
will start with myself and hopefully, work rapidly on others.
Hi Regina,
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for sharing your personal story. I am a true believer in half the battle over ANYTHING is in your head. Clearing that mental block of "I can't" is a huge step and you are proof of just that. Your story shows that our minds can grow with encouragement. I also have experience a personal growth when convincing myself I am not there "yet" instead of feeling it is impossible.
Thank you again for sharing your personal experience and I hope you are able to continue to find and share encouragement throughout your college experience and beyond!
Best,
Amanda